Mis-hearing the Elements
So some days the purple sky says “love you”
and just as I’m soaking it up I hear
the mountain say back “love you too”
So some days the purple sky says “love you”
and just as I’m soaking it up I hear
the mountain say back “love you too”
A few images from West of Here, where some of the poetry offered up on this site has found its way recently into the hands of kind caretakers. Admittedly it is kind of thrilling to know this work travels far better than its author…
Goat has never been on a Vancouver cafe run before (at least as far as I know). So thanks, MB, for expanding my horizons! And many thanks to all of you who’ve taken one poem or another for a ride in your mind or your car, wherever you are.
The path off the two-lane road is as quiet and straight as an unread sentence.
There are no accidental visits to this ground. You have to ask around
at the lakeside potter for directions, itself a place you have to ask
around to find, and even then you miss the entrance because it’s
nothing more than a shadow between high shrubs and a fence,
and you have to get out of your car and cross the street
to find it, grassy area surrounded by trees and houses yet secluded
just up a rise from the edge of Scargo Lake, whose waves are the soft
clap of a hand on a familiar shoulder. There are no markers of any kind
but everywhere offerings—nickels, beads, feathers woven into star shape,
a wreath of sticks hung atop one of the granite border stones, things made
by hands left at the foot of a tree or placed on a branch, and underneath
the skin of the earth the force of something still vibrating at blood
frequency. Almost four centuries since their sachem, their sagamore,
Mashatampaine, walked over this ground when everyone knew
death was larger than life but here you feel it, there are more
signs of it than there are letters in the spelling of his name, he’s
in the pulse of the pottery made on the other side of the small lake,
the vibration that shivers the calm water just before sunset viewed
from Scargo Tower, the twitch of the fox through the scrub oak
under the cover of dusk and wild blueberry. For a person used
to tombstones and crypts there is something naked here in the pine
needles and piles of coins and cigarettes and offerings. It’s the living
speaking to the living, and the dead are listening, they listen.
The moon of how you feel
shines much closer than the stars
closer than memory lighting the space
between then and next
In the surf of the beach
I dream us on and by our feet
glowing creatures imitate the stars
without reflecting them or caring to
It’s okay to look and
it’s nothing to look away
not knowing where we are walking to
under a moon of rush and surge
and while at the edge in the glowing
foam the now can seem shallow
this wave has been traveling
towards us for a long time
Though the date has no meaning
for me, though I saw a man roadside
stand begging and suffering is unabated
among some I know there is peace
and among those lives which do not
touch mine one surely celebrates a birthday
one and another an anniversary this night
someone is suddenly a father another
a mother while one touches the last
page of a book and another wipes paint
from her hands. Though the date means nothing
to me those whose lives do not touch mine
are standing beside me in patience
and so to them I say in the darkness someone
you do not know wishes you well
with what magic is left to me I would know
all your names but then the magic of it
would dissolve like a date with no meaning
Now it is time to cross those tracks.
Yet I cannot tell on which side
I hear your breathing.
When the lamp is out
a lone firely rises like the moon
In the pause between
here and there the crickets fall
silent with me as
if waiting for a
shadow to pass but it’s deep
night, all shadows of
shadows the quiet
big with all the unsung songs
clouds fly before some
thing larger, like shifting
words in a short poem
We came here to the summer
it is a place like life is a place
On time’s window we are open and still
everything you want to say
But every time you look we are different
if you want us to survive you must
Stop glowing so we can find
our own way to the one you love
Shadows on the sidewalk of leaves in motion
above me are like the shadows of flames
the leaves are burning but the burn is slower it is a burn
we can inhabit or control are the leaves our days
how can we see it in the leaves still green and flexible
how can we see the beginning and end of it all in the shadows
how does the time difference work is it the same
when I send out words to you here in my midsummer
why do I feel the entirety of me burning