Monthly Archives: October 2016

October 21 [Book of October]

October 21

After the storm moves past
I once again hear the humming

Of a distant machine.

After dark when most lights are out
When I realize the sound has been gone

For awhile I get dressed and head out.
At the pick-up spot I find the pile waiting.

I wrap each individual dream in the clear
Plastic of day residue and check my list,

Add the special insert of coincidence
And start walking. As each doorstep

Appears through the fog I throw with
Unerring accuracy and the dream lands

On the porch because everybody’s dream
House has a front porch. Occasionally

I overthrow and the dream clatters
Against a loose screen door.

Upstairs a light comes on and the shadow
Of your face looks down on me

And I know for a searing instant you see
Me and know what’s being delivered

Like when you have a dream of a dream.
Whether or not I know you now,

Or ever met you, doesn’t matter.
This list is never wrong. On

The way home I pass others like me
Delivering memories of themselves

But by the time I get home I can only

Think about climbing into bed, forgetful.
Just as I’m drifting off, I hear a late model

Car prattle up my street and the sound
Of tomorrow’s papers hitting porches

Across the street although there are no houses
Across the street, just a park by the library.

And although I don’t get up I can almost feel
Someone standing on the sidewalk, who climbed

Out of their car over the pile of papers on
Their front seat, to see who might look down at them.

October 20 [Book of October]

October 20

This poem is your satellite
Curling high above the velour earth

On which you recline, half asleep.
A tiny bite of light’s lightness

Lightens and a word falls away,
Spins down, a small stone beneath

The soles of the world’s furry feet.
Put your ear to the hole in the dirt

Where it landed and waited there,
Brown picture jasper of my heart

Whispering impure silica, an
Aggregate of chalcedony

Like all the missed full moons:
I am rarely blue.

October 18 [Book of October]

October 18

People will be watching.
Be careful how you love —

It may cause an unsafe drop in
Side effects. A special election

Edition that will last right up
Until we are all dead and

Changing the subject.
(That never happened.)

Outside the polling place
Of the soul they stand,

The watchers. The monitors
Who do not believe in us,

We are so invisible to them
We can walk past them.

Their eyelids only snap open
When they hear the hand

On the lever.

October 17 [Book of October]

October 17

The morning moon, bright with wanting to stay,
On one side of the sky. On the other

The horizon whitens ahead of the sun.
Directly above, darkness. A few stars.

Only the middle of their journey visible.

Fall enters my heart. Camelback crickets
Finding their way into an old house

Still busking their song so well after its season.

October 15 [Book of October]

October 15

The western sky’s white but the tiny star’s white’s
Brighter. The bleached day’s bones left for parts west.

On the sky’s other side the hunter’s moon uncrouches
and coughs. It shines off every tin roof of every hundred

Year old house but does not compare to the silent
Ocean of mid-day’s leaf shadows on the back yard’s

Softly swaying grass I saw earlier, so perfect
I pulled a chair off the porch and sat in the midst

Of its going-nowhere motion until I felt the day’s
Balance point precisely: all things moving, everything still.

October 14 [Book of October]

treeshadows

October 14

All summer long their message was obscured
By texture. The leaves grew on thin stems

And below them from the ground grew
Their brothers the shadows. The leaves

Shook in the breeze, pattered with rain,
Danced in storms. Their brothers

Made the long journey across the park
Each day, dawn to dusk they made

The same one-way trek.
They were pacing but we didn’t know

Because they came back in the dark.

The leaves are falling now and blowing
Away, taking their shadows with them.

Across the grass and moss of this tide
Of hills, root and acorn abound and

Broken branch underfoot, it’s like the trees
Finally found a single letter for what

They wanted to say and a word
Can finally be seen inscribed

On the browning ground in the trunks’

Long shadows. I’m going to lean into
The hills and the sun’s cold shoulder

And read my future as I walk into it,
As I give it all gravity’s got.

October 13 [Book of October]

October 13

The ants, which carry everything away
Will not approach the mantis on my steps.

They drift away like metal filings
From the wrong pole of death’s magnet.

They will carry everything away
But not this green stillness.

It is no less patient in emptiness.
It does not have the posture

Of dead things ready for the ground
To reclaim it. Nothing with wings

Descends to dissemble it.
Its power, like a prayer flag,

Is as a vessel separate
From intention. I leave it on the step

And walk, as the needs of the day
Assemble like ants around me.