November hymnal (3)
All the angles of the sun on tomorrow’s hours
will be awkward like when you arrive late
to a friendship that began before you
understood who your friends were
If you catch up then everything changes
the number of leaves on the autumn trees
the sun rose over that morning
or the hour of the note left on the door
that is still on the door of the heart
though it said nothing less fleeting
than any butterfly of fate
Tonight while you sleep an hour will
come back but from which night?
when you could count the moons
you’d loved together on a single hand
or to a life that has been waiting for you
but now is going on as if you had been there
all along? maybe it never needed you
like the moon never needed you walking
on it but walk on it we did
Aha: the note left on the door / that is still on the door of the heart / though it said nothing less fleeting / than any butterfly of fate
Those notes (many overlapping) fade over time, legibility lost but we know they are significant; we re-tape them in place, preserve presence even if essence is lost. I guess Fate would have it that way …